I feel like I have a lot to say, and yet nothing that's really worth saying at all, so here's a list of things of my mind.

1. I just watched The Boy in Striped Pajamas. Wow, what a powerful message. That's one of those movies I don't want to forget about.

2. Thanksgiving is tomorrow. I really have no significant thoughts about it except that last year on thanksgiving my hair looked awesome and madison, hannah, aunt cheryl, my mom and I played cranium and it was fun. This year we're having thanksgiving at Aunt Cheryl's and then i'm going to the Hafemanns to spend time with kimberly and everyone else there.

3. Speaking of the Hafemann's, I LOVE THEM SO MUCH. Kent is such a gentle man. We hardly ever get to talk but he knows about me, he keeps up with me. The time he spends with me matters to him, and that matters to me. Kimberly is such a firm woman of God. She seems to waver less than anyone I know. I'm so appreciative for her wisdom and the strength she gives to me. And Pamela, gosh i just love her so much. What a beautiful woman. What selflessness and dedication to the Lord. I've never seen God in anyone as much as I do her.

4. I may coach for Rob for his level 2 team. I'm still not sure if this is where I should or want to be.

5. My motivation lately has been about a negative 5. I've worked out a whole TWO times in the last 3 weeks. Homework is trumped by movies and facebook. And it seems like I can't get into The Word without kicking and screaming. Part of me just wants to wait it out and the other part is begging that part of me to wake up.

6. I just got my hair done. It's fantastic.

7. There's a chance I'm going to spend my summer in Ethiopia. I don't want to start getting used to the idea because it's definitely not for sure, but the idea gets me excited.

8. I hate that I haven't finished my senior scrapbook.

9. I think I've developed a small complex about not being a great writer.

10. I'm apathetic, and that scares me. But then I guess fear isn't apathy.